Whats done in the dark!

A word said in anger can not be taken back, I have realized this to be true now that I’m grown more than I ever did when I was young. I am hot-tempered and have a very short fuse… I see red and the deed is done! I know it’s not one of my strong points and it has led me to make very hasty decisions which I later on come to regret. I always wonder does having a fiery temper have its advantages? I cannot for the life of me seem to think of one at them moment.

So I figure if I ever do anything in anger and I feel the need to apologize I would say it best using Music so last night as I was listening to Shontelle’s T-shirt I realized what a good song that was and how it captures all the conflicting emotions in my heart…

Try’na decide Try’na decide
If I really wanna go out tonight
I never used to go out without you
Not sure I remember how to

Know how it is when you’re used to spending time with one person and now all of a sudden you don’t know who to hang out with?? I remember this feeling especially from circa Oct 2009…. I realized I had neglected my friends and since then vowed no matter what friends come first!

Nothin feels right when I’m not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Takin them off ’cause I feel a fool
Try’na dress up when I’m missin you

I am a Lover of all things fashion so I cannot understand how one can express these feelings and mean them but cone to think of it the same era (described above) I remember same feelings but I got over them and Irony is now I am at it again the same feeling of empty again….

There is a song for every feeling you can possibly imagine or feel ! **confused look**

Anyway right now and in my situation got a few songs that kind of define what I’m going through:

Kristina Debarge; Goodbye

Paula Deanda; Doing too much

Morgan Heritage; Your best friend




  1. My dia i feel the same.The feeling of being alone is the worst expecially whn u hd let most of ur frnds go…

    • you know… you trust blindly and you’re convinced that person is your life from then on.. until shock on you!

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